After last year's pathetic attempt (see here) to write 50,000 words in a month, I've decided to try again.
This time, for the following reasons, it's probably going to be even harder.
1. I've only written 2,000 words in the past six months.
2. My wrist has some sort of strain that I should probably see the doctor about.
3. I've got no idea what to write about.
4. Surely those three were enough?
Yeah, I reckon a few days of 1,000 words and I'll give up again. But, you never know until you try, do you?
Wednesday, 31 October 2012
Monday, 17 September 2012
Mid Life Crisis - Part IV
So, part one was rediscovering vinyl and spending hours listening to my old records. Part two was getting back into dance music and trying my hand at mixing, which despite being twenty years too late, I reckon I'm not too bad at. Part three seems to have involved growing tomatoes and chilies in the greenhouse.
Part IV?
1980's computers.
It started with a car boot sale, a grumpy other half and haggling over a £6 price tag, but I am now the proud owner of a second hand Atari ST. I wanted one twenty odd years ago, you see, and I guess that's the essence of the crisis that is mid life. Reliving your youth. I got into home computing in the early 80's when it kind of started. A gang of us used to write small games on a friends Dragon 32 instead of scaring old ladies or wearing trousers in an incorrect vertical position. That was our youth, well a year or so of it until we discovered the local off licence would sell us beer and fags at 14.
What these youngsters of today don't understand is, back then, computers in the home were a major change to our lives. Most homes had one telly, and only three or four channels. So to go from that to being able to move poor quality, chunky graphics around a screen felt like we were launching rockets.
Shops were different as well, you could walk into WHSmiths and they'd have a row of computers set up for you to mess around with. Some had games for you to test, others you could type your own programs in (although I'm sure it was spelt programmes back then.)
Anyway, the Atari works fine, which I don't imagine any of today's PC's doing after being in a loft for the next 20 years. However, without a mouse or joystick, I can only really watch the intro's the four games that came with it, and dream.
Anyway, it'll be in the loft next week (or sooner if my other half has her way) along with all the other crud I seem to accumulate as the years go by.
Part IV?
1980's computers.
It started with a car boot sale, a grumpy other half and haggling over a £6 price tag, but I am now the proud owner of a second hand Atari ST. I wanted one twenty odd years ago, you see, and I guess that's the essence of the crisis that is mid life. Reliving your youth. I got into home computing in the early 80's when it kind of started. A gang of us used to write small games on a friends Dragon 32 instead of scaring old ladies or wearing trousers in an incorrect vertical position. That was our youth, well a year or so of it until we discovered the local off licence would sell us beer and fags at 14.
What these youngsters of today don't understand is, back then, computers in the home were a major change to our lives. Most homes had one telly, and only three or four channels. So to go from that to being able to move poor quality, chunky graphics around a screen felt like we were launching rockets.
Shops were different as well, you could walk into WHSmiths and they'd have a row of computers set up for you to mess around with. Some had games for you to test, others you could type your own programs in (although I'm sure it was spelt programmes back then.)
Anyway, the Atari works fine, which I don't imagine any of today's PC's doing after being in a loft for the next 20 years. However, without a mouse or joystick, I can only really watch the intro's the four games that came with it, and dream.
Anyway, it'll be in the loft next week (or sooner if my other half has her way) along with all the other crud I seem to accumulate as the years go by.
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
Things that annoy me (part 23)
A couple of things have bugged me lately, truly annoyed me in fact. I'm hoping, through the power of bloggery, to calm my disturbed mind.
1. Shops with odd numbers of aisles.
Yeah, might seem like a small problem, but it bugs the pants off me. You go up an aisle, down an aisle, then up and hey presto, you're stuck at the far end of the store and the only way to get to the tills is past an already looked at aisle. I don't want to go down it twice, I've already been there and shoe leather ain't free, you know. It's not just the walking though, occasionally you'll see whole families of confused people at the top of the last aisle. They stand there, wondering which way to turn, stuck in some nightmareish, odd-numbered hell. And, what about those poor souls whose OCD is far worse than mine? Imagine having to visit each aisle in multiples of 2,3 or 4 if one round trip won't do? It'll be like being stuck in some bizarre Professor Laytonesque style puzzle. So come on shops of the world, keep it even for all our sakes.
2. Good Food
You see it in pubs up and down the land. Good Food Served Here. Really? Does that mean you can expect well behaved food or food served to an acceptable standard? Ever seen a sign that said Mediocre Food Served Here? Naughty Food Served Here? Chef Can't Be Arsed Today Food? What about Chef had dreams of world domination but three kids, two dogs and a mortgage means he's now working in some back street pub at the age of 40 food? Seems to me, signwriters are being paid by the word and have gone for the word Good to bump their wages up.
3. Inappropriate music used in adverts.
There's been a whole swathe of this recently. Most seem to be songs from my youth so I guess some ad exec with a fairly decent taste in music is either playing jokes, or today's music is so bad that we've reverted to some time warp. The Skids - Into The Valley was recently used as a Halford's ad for what seemed like some kid's journeys through life. Well, that song's actually about the recruitment of youths into the army and premature death in Northern Ireland. What about British Airways as well? Using London Calling with some plane driving down a street in a pre-olympic glorious festival of London. Considering the song is about nuclear accidents, the Thames flooding and police brutality in the 70's it is really an excellent choice to advertise London, isn't it.
5. Numbered lists that miss out numbers.
Enough said.
1. Shops with odd numbers of aisles.
Yeah, might seem like a small problem, but it bugs the pants off me. You go up an aisle, down an aisle, then up and hey presto, you're stuck at the far end of the store and the only way to get to the tills is past an already looked at aisle. I don't want to go down it twice, I've already been there and shoe leather ain't free, you know. It's not just the walking though, occasionally you'll see whole families of confused people at the top of the last aisle. They stand there, wondering which way to turn, stuck in some nightmareish, odd-numbered hell. And, what about those poor souls whose OCD is far worse than mine? Imagine having to visit each aisle in multiples of 2,3 or 4 if one round trip won't do? It'll be like being stuck in some bizarre Professor Laytonesque style puzzle. So come on shops of the world, keep it even for all our sakes.
2. Good Food
You see it in pubs up and down the land. Good Food Served Here. Really? Does that mean you can expect well behaved food or food served to an acceptable standard? Ever seen a sign that said Mediocre Food Served Here? Naughty Food Served Here? Chef Can't Be Arsed Today Food? What about Chef had dreams of world domination but three kids, two dogs and a mortgage means he's now working in some back street pub at the age of 40 food? Seems to me, signwriters are being paid by the word and have gone for the word Good to bump their wages up.
3. Inappropriate music used in adverts.
There's been a whole swathe of this recently. Most seem to be songs from my youth so I guess some ad exec with a fairly decent taste in music is either playing jokes, or today's music is so bad that we've reverted to some time warp. The Skids - Into The Valley was recently used as a Halford's ad for what seemed like some kid's journeys through life. Well, that song's actually about the recruitment of youths into the army and premature death in Northern Ireland. What about British Airways as well? Using London Calling with some plane driving down a street in a pre-olympic glorious festival of London. Considering the song is about nuclear accidents, the Thames flooding and police brutality in the 70's it is really an excellent choice to advertise London, isn't it.
5. Numbered lists that miss out numbers.
Enough said.
Thursday, 31 May 2012
Greenhouse Watch - Second Attempt
The gremlins appeared to infect the last greenhouse watch update, so it had to be deleted. Don't worry, you didn't miss any earth shattering news, twas just an update on me tomatoes and chilies.
A picture says a thousand words, so here's three.
Yeah, there's a problem. You can't get inside. I have to take half the plants out to water the rest which, given the recent heat wave, has taken ages. All the seeds germinated, you see, which considering they were of pound shop origin, wasn't expected. I'm now left with 40 tomato plants (though I've found good homes for 4 of them) 15 chilies, 5 green peppers, 10 lettuces and a tub full of watercress. I'm really reluctant to throw anything away so the only other option is to plant half of it in the garden. So to any slugs / birds in my areas, free food will soon be available.
Finally, had a story put up by the kind folks at The Flash Fiction Offensive recently. If you fancy a look, click the link.
A picture says a thousand words, so here's three.
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| Left hand side |
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| The rear |
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| Right hand side with added camera wobble |
Yeah, there's a problem. You can't get inside. I have to take half the plants out to water the rest which, given the recent heat wave, has taken ages. All the seeds germinated, you see, which considering they were of pound shop origin, wasn't expected. I'm now left with 40 tomato plants (though I've found good homes for 4 of them) 15 chilies, 5 green peppers, 10 lettuces and a tub full of watercress. I'm really reluctant to throw anything away so the only other option is to plant half of it in the garden. So to any slugs / birds in my areas, free food will soon be available.
Finally, had a story put up by the kind folks at The Flash Fiction Offensive recently. If you fancy a look, click the link.
Tuesday, 22 May 2012
Flash Fiction Friday - Mind Your Head
It's been months since I wrote anything, but I was determined to get back on the horse, so to speak. So here, for this week's Flash Fiction Friday, is a story that includes the words Frenetic, Hobbit and Cummerbund.
Mind Your Head
He didn’t care if Bilbo Baggins from The
Hobbit had worn one, he wasn’t going to wear the pissing thing. Adds a bit of
class, she’d said, makes you look like somebody. Well she could fuck off, he
was somebody and if he didn’t want a cravat, he wasn’t going to wear it. And,
why the fuck would a fictional character wearing one be an incentive for him to
wear the poncing thing?
“You nearly ready, dear?” she called up
the stairs.
“Yes.”
“No need to snap.”
“I wasn’t snapping.” He paused, looked
in the mirror. He was snapping, his face was red. Red mist rising, that’s what
he called it. Back again from the depths of nowhere, ready to take him to that
place. So dark that place; hellish, frenetic, scary. Scary was the worst part:
the ideas it gave him, the things it wanted him to do.
“Your cummerbund’s down here if you’re
looking for it.”
He looked at the mirror, saw his burning
eyes. Ten deep breaths, that’s what he needed. Calm the heart, lower the blood
pressure. Calmness breaking, he shook his head. Surely everyone felt like this
at times? The great unspoken state. He knew there was red mist in everyone. Most
just hid it better than himself. Everyone had the potential though. Everyone.
Downstairs, cummerbund and cravat didn’t
feel too bad. He looked stupid though. Like some nonce or theatre goer, but it
was just for one day. Helen looked great. Blue dress, just above the knee,
showing off those great knee caps. The large hat obscured her carefully
prepared hair. Smiling at him, she lay her head on her right shoulder.
“Doesn’t look so bad. You never know,
you might actually enjoy today.”
He turned away. Ten more breaths as he
picked up his keys and suit jacket. She really didn’t help sometimes. Maybe she
was in on it. They all were. Everyone was in on it. It was wind up Derek week
and she was the fucking cheerleader.
Ten more breaths as he walked to
the kitchen. Glass of water, a look out at the garden. Neat rows of flowers and
veg. Calming that’s what it was, all that effort to raise and grow flowers from
tiny seeds. All that effort. Yet that voice, the one in his head. It told him to smash the trellis, rip the heads off the flowers, pour
weedkiller on the tomato plants. He clenched his fists. Clenching was the only thing
sometimes. The only thing that stopped him.
A few more deep breaths and he walked back
to the living room. “We ready then?” he asked.
She said the service had gone well, but
he wasn’t so sure. The groom messed up his lines and the page boy cried throughout.
If that was well, what would a disaster be like? Onto the reception after ten
thousand photos were taken. Sat at a table with her relatives. Polite
conversation. Hands under the table, clenched. Small talk, he’d never been any good at it. How’s work, golf,
the garden, they’d always say. Always scout round the big questions. How’s your
head? Where’s your mind at today? How many times in the last week have you
thought of killing someone? Really, only two? Oh you are improving. Why I
thought of killing three myself and I’m not messed up in any way.
“You okay?” she whispered.
He turned, looked at her. Her eyes read
concern and hidden tears. She mouthed the words, we can go outside? Get some
air?
He shook his head. This was her day. Her
cousin’s day to be precise. It wasn’t about him. Two deep breaths as the waiter
came over, started laying cutlery.
“You play golf, Derek?” asked someone.
Her uncle Rob, that’s who he thought he was. Something big in insurance in the Home
Counties.
He shook his head. “Never really tried.”
“We should have a round sometime. All of
us. No better way to spend a Sunday morning.”
The pompous laugh at his own unfunny
joke. It wasn’t even a joke just small talk. He looked down at the table.
Waiter had just place two knives, two forks and a spoon. One was a steak knife.
Very sharp. The voice in his head - How many can you take? There’s fifty people
in this room? How many can you kill before someone stops you? Bet you can do
them all? Go on....
How many could he kill? He clenched his
fists and stood up. He hoped he’d make it outside without finding out.
Wednesday, 16 May 2012
National Flash Fiction Day
It's today, apparently. If I'd had more planning and not been at work so much, I might have tried my hand at a story especially for today.
But I haven't.
All I can do is cheat and point you, dear reader, in the direction of things I've previously written.
My own personal favourite of all the flash I've written is Route A66 up at Shotgun Honey. The reason it's my favourite? When I wrote the ending, actual shivers went down my spine. I spent the rest of the day unable to get the story out of my head.
Flash fiction's been a bit short on the ground for me this year. I used to churn out one or two a week, but the ideas aren't coming as easily as before. Must try harder. I'll have to revisit Flash Fiction Friday as they give you a theme which, if your brain isn't coming up with ideas, makes it that much easier.
But I haven't.
All I can do is cheat and point you, dear reader, in the direction of things I've previously written.
My own personal favourite of all the flash I've written is Route A66 up at Shotgun Honey. The reason it's my favourite? When I wrote the ending, actual shivers went down my spine. I spent the rest of the day unable to get the story out of my head.
Flash fiction's been a bit short on the ground for me this year. I used to churn out one or two a week, but the ideas aren't coming as easily as before. Must try harder. I'll have to revisit Flash Fiction Friday as they give you a theme which, if your brain isn't coming up with ideas, makes it that much easier.
Tuesday, 8 May 2012
The World of Pound
Following another damp bank holiday, ranting has become easier than normal. This week's topic, the great british institution that is the pound shop.
Like em or hate em, Pound shops have exploded in popularity and become as British as the Friday night kebab and Chicken Tikka Massala. We're rather blessed where we live as the ratio of pound shops to normal outlets seems to increase every week. Soon, every shop will be a pound shop. But what of the merchadise, I hear you cry. What of it...
About a year ago, Becky from Cornonation Street opened a new pound shop our way (if that hasn't got class written all over it, what has) You've got to understand, it was a pure fluke that we were in the vicinity that day, but it gave me the chance to sample their delights.
Canned food from obscurely named companies with dubious sell by dates, razors that take your skin off when you shave, perfume and deodorant guaranteed to cause rashes, socks that fit triangular shaped feet, packets of vegetable seeds that don't grow, toys that fall apart within seconds, oven dishes that don't like heat...
But it only cost a pound. You can hardly get annoyed that the garden gnome loses all it's colour after the first downpour or the 1kg of coffee you bought tastes bitterer than a vinegar sandwich. It's only a pound, you just can't get annoyed.
But that's what annoys me, all the pounds I've wasted in pound shops over the past year could probably have bought me the same amount of stuff that might have lasted, or at least tasted of what it was supposed to.
Probably the most concerning item I saw on a recent visit was pound shop condoms. Seriously, would you trust them? I wasn't that surprised to see they're also selling pregnancy tests.
This country, eh?
Like em or hate em, Pound shops have exploded in popularity and become as British as the Friday night kebab and Chicken Tikka Massala. We're rather blessed where we live as the ratio of pound shops to normal outlets seems to increase every week. Soon, every shop will be a pound shop. But what of the merchadise, I hear you cry. What of it...
About a year ago, Becky from Cornonation Street opened a new pound shop our way (if that hasn't got class written all over it, what has) You've got to understand, it was a pure fluke that we were in the vicinity that day, but it gave me the chance to sample their delights.
Canned food from obscurely named companies with dubious sell by dates, razors that take your skin off when you shave, perfume and deodorant guaranteed to cause rashes, socks that fit triangular shaped feet, packets of vegetable seeds that don't grow, toys that fall apart within seconds, oven dishes that don't like heat...
But it only cost a pound. You can hardly get annoyed that the garden gnome loses all it's colour after the first downpour or the 1kg of coffee you bought tastes bitterer than a vinegar sandwich. It's only a pound, you just can't get annoyed.
But that's what annoys me, all the pounds I've wasted in pound shops over the past year could probably have bought me the same amount of stuff that might have lasted, or at least tasted of what it was supposed to.
Probably the most concerning item I saw on a recent visit was pound shop condoms. Seriously, would you trust them? I wasn't that surprised to see they're also selling pregnancy tests.
This country, eh?